Hiding behind a mask, feeling empty inside.

Why does it feel like my heart just died?

I feel the pain within every move,

this ache which I can't remove.

How does a life turn like this?

What is it that I miss?

I just want to close my eyes and stop everything,

because all has become hard even breathing.

With every breath I take, I start to think about all things..

Then I turn around and face the wall.

Why am I living like this?

Looking at movies with a perfect kiss.

Making me depressed.

In every anime when a girl confessed.

It makes me feel stupid for being me.

I just want to look at the sea,

or maybe the dark night with its shining moon.

Living like this, but don't want to die soon.

Cause you have to go on.

Before the time is gone.

You should live your life now,

don't think about how.

Just enjoy while you can,

you don't have to plan.

Life is full of suprises and new things.

You just have to take that fight on and spread your wings.

Beause if you don't nothing will happen and you will be bored.

A lot of thing are waiting to be explored.

So stop being lonely and sad.

Though knowing you read this makes me glad.

Because I know the feeling of being alone.

But as time went I have grown.

Trying to make the best of everything.

Now I can clearly hear my heart beating.

Dadum Dadum Dadum my heart is like before.

From the time that I didn't know, I was happy and everything more...